Taking Time To Think



09-03-09

I can clearly recall all of the moments we all had together, since the first day we all became friends. Can you guys remember any of it? It feels as if it was yesterday!

Brenda, I remember seeing you as a quiet girl.. I don't perfectly recall meeting you, I think  Caitlyn was the one who kind of brought you towards us. I loved the way that.. you would say whatever came to mind. And I found it cute that you always made sure your peace and love was involved in your thoughts and in your actions.. Until you became a vegetarian, which that's another story..lol 

Caitlyn, you were still the same girl I've known back in the 4th grade. Well, not completely.. years had passed, and we didn't really know each other. In fact, back in the 7th grade we were somewhat enemies.. but we hung around during Summer Bridge. I guess High School was a challenge to be faced by both of us.. and that's why we sort of stuck together. lol 

Zubaydah! Man, I clearly remember meeting you. Caitlyn & I met you and Anne-Marie(sp?).. we had to interview one another. It was cool, but embarrassing! lol What surprised me the most was the fact that you seemed to have trusted me right away. It was the second day of Summer Bridge and I had asked you for the book we were supposed to read over the Summer, which I never got to finish, because I had to return mine to the Library... Well, you let me borrow your book. It might have not been a big deal to you, but I want to let you know that it was very important to me having you trusting me.. I knew we would soon become besties, and so we did. :)

Quintin, or better yet, Q, we also became closer because of Caitlyn, because of course, you guys started dating.. I'm glad, because I got to meet you, and you're a guy friend in which I can truly trust. And just for the record, we def. need to talk more lol.. where have you been boy? I miss having the crazy you around lol... Six Flags hat, etc hahaha oh gee.. lets stop there lol.

Tony, we met because of Q :) And I'm glad we did too .. it's good to have someone that understands me around.. we used to talk a lot more.. sorry for shifting away.. I guess being independent gets in my way a lot...but I also hope that you understand..

Anyways guys, we broke apart in these last couple of months.. and I can number several reasons, and I'm sure you can as well.. but of course, lets not blame anybody else.. everyone has a part in it, even me, and it's fine to admit it. I highly doubt that our friendships will go back to what it was before.. I would love it if it did.. but we all know things happen and people change.. I just hope we don't completely fall apart..

Guys, I love all of you, and I hope we can make this work.. and stick together until the end, even though we have our differences..

From someone who truly cares,

Diana